I can't tell if that's disappointment in your eyes or genuine surprise that flickered when I said I am into guys that I've been with a guy ten years, to my surprise since you've steered the conversation to so and so's ex wife to he lost his job, that's right to I can't have kids, I tried to she's dating a white guy to every single aspect of other peoples lives to the exclusion of an important piece of mine so I tell myself it's fine sit across from you and smile because the waiter is back with that credit card of mine the receipt, I quickly sign before looking in your eyes and wishing you a warm but firm goodbye.
Be real you know how this is you knew from the first moment when with a lie you started that this thing was bound to end still I moved in unwanted due to need unexpected so we have maintained pretend an un- -healthy partnership we kiss as if mandated we talk about surface shit we move on routine endless but sex out of the question I think we need to end this before our friendship gets bent so the question to you is are you ready to be real?
it's been a while since I've unleashed the heat inside let the fire burn relentless between your thighs alone I fantasize release the tensions that arise while with you I live a lie domestic bliss unrealized
as I lay with you my mind it drifts to him drifts to the nextime that we will meet again when he will fill me take me so deep within even though long term I have no interest in
horny
