mutual

tug
spray
with it yes
i want to play
lick my hand
apply wet glaze
shoot passionate
thought away

wet
dream
you twist mine
your dick I squeeze
pant and sweat
release hot cream
quickie kiss
two jerks come free

prelude to an end

I knew when
I let your long thick
behind me
within me
fucked it
and you were rough
inconsiderate
I knew then
it was the end

because you came inside
so quick
ripped off your condom
on the floor
left it
and walked away
chest puffed up big
like you knew
you were the shit

cheating with me
on your husband
who I 'd called over
to witness

who is sitting
in my den

videography

I used to wish
my life would stop
now I wish
I could fast forward
past the inevitable
mental rewind
and the lingering
aching pause
but I regain presence
press play
appreciate the moment
step forward
maintain

cigarette boy

black hat
white lips
back curve
meets hips

that defy stereotype.
i'm

attracted
your being pulls me in
attracted
i want to feel your skin
attracted
imagine coming within
attracted

to you.
and then you light up

fire
reflects addicted eye
smoke
clouds clear sky

with poison

penetrating you
seductively.

i wish your addiction
was me

de·si·re

I

Touch Him
Caress Him
Embrace Him
Molest Him

Knowing he has a wife at home
He has left his children alone
And me he refuses to phone
Until he is ready to bone

Still

I want him
I need him
I hate him
I love him

Because I know I am getting old
And his heat denies the cold
So despite the warnings told
In his arms I continue to fold